That sinking feeling..

I really don’t know whats been up with me lately. It’s just like I’ve lost interest in almost EVERYTHING. It’s been like that since nearly a year, slowly getting worse. All I do now is slack around my PC doing absolutely nothing productive.

I’m feeling quite low since the last month. I wish I could cheer myself up a bit but it just keeps getting worse! Oh Man :(

When I _do_ get some interest to work on something, It only lasts a day before everything becomes stagnant again. (one of the reason why I seem to be very lazy)

Whatever I TRY to do to get back into shape just makes things even more worse! I think I’ve lost it these days.

I’m not getting any ideas what to do. It’s just even awkward just to post this here. :(

Update (4/4/2008 23:50pm): I think I’m gonna go offline* for a while (probably till June). I might get to do stuff that I haven’t since all these boring years of my life.

*Partially.. I’ll be online(through a cafe) for a few 10s of minutes every few days to check my email and get a regular ‘fix’ of XKCD or Questionable Content.

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  1. 1 Omkar

    Responded on April 4th, 2008 at 12:49 am

    you need a break !

    yeah ! find a place where you wont find a computer for atleast 15 days and stay there.

    stay with non-geeky [girl :p] friends if possible. naa I aint kidding !

    in short, your brain needs some rest. its tired of that php n wikipedia.

  2. 2 Rajesh

    Responded on April 7th, 2008 at 3:14 pm

    I had told ya,Your life is pretty boring !

    Just Get some non-geeky friends,always talking about Comp aint useful !!!

    Also find a gal if possible !

  3. 3 Tanny

    Responded on April 12th, 2008 at 6:14 pm

    Well me too will give you the same suggestion….find a girl…or join some sport…but make sure you’re out of the house (doesn’t matter where) for atleast 2 hrs a day….I know exactly how it feels when you’re at home whole day with a PC around you….

  4. 4 Santosh

    Responded on April 12th, 2008 at 6:19 pm

    @Rajesh :| Wadya know bout his life to label it “boring”.

    @xubz dude, seriously, if you need a change then start going out with friends. Enjoy a little. It’ll definately take your mind off of the pc. I’ve changed a LOT since I went offline for 12 months. It’s a whole lot different feeling. Trust me, you wouldn’t like to get addicted to the internet. (and this comes from a guy who’s always Twittering or orkuting. :P )

  5. 5 Santosh

    Responded on April 12th, 2008 at 6:21 pm

    And yes, I love picking @Rajesh. :P

  6. 6 Sathya

    Responded on April 12th, 2008 at 8:03 pm

    @Omkar He’ll leave his PC he won’t leave Wiki or xkcd :|

    Stop them for couple of days dude!

  7. 7 Rajesh

    Responded on April 12th, 2008 at 9:14 pm

    @Santosh- I have chatted enough with Subbu via IM about his life and thats why i am saying its boring ! He had told me his daily life routine and it was like Go to sleep at 3 AM,College at 8AM,Back to Home at 5:30PM,then Computing till 3AM and in between the snacking part ! He even told me that all his friends are Geeks !

    Now Santosh you have been offline for a year and i have been many times offline for 3 months or so and even I know how it feels ! The Main difference is the friend circle! in my 4 months Online absence I had spent a lot of time with Dipu since he was helpin me in comp programming and lemme tell you that was so fuckin boring. He was always like moral preaching and bhashan baji and after sometime I was back to my orignal friend group, the ones who study only when we “feel” the pressure and lemme tell you Life totally rocked then ! Our stomach used to ache because everyone used to crack so much jokes !

    Same is the problem with Subbu! he is surrounded by geeks (As subbu told me in IM) and on that basis I am tellin that either he should tell his geeks to stop the geek talk for a few months or he should find a girl! Also Subbu STOP COMING ONLINE,NO NEED TO CHECK XKCD OR WIKI OR FUCKIN ANYTHIN IF YOU WANT TO ENJOY YOUR LIFE. Believe me I have been in your place and I know how it feels! You can still check your mail though !

  8. 8 Santosh

    Responded on April 12th, 2008 at 9:51 pm

    @Rajesh Mercy seniore.. :| Wokay, you know _everything_ about his life. Happy? :-)

  9. 9 Subbu

    Responded on April 12th, 2008 at 10:16 pm

    Bah! How can I stop getting my daily fix of Megatokyo, QC or XKCD :?

    Oh Well.. I’m just a sick bastard.. Still haven’t found a new friend/foe. *sigh*

  10. 10 Mayank

    Responded on April 18th, 2008 at 6:01 pm

    You are not alone.
    Im feeling the same feeling from almost an year!
    I dont know what more should/can i do.
    I feel very depressed like these days as my college life sucks.

  11. 11 Abhishek

    Responded on May 1st, 2008 at 3:15 pm

    Now Xubz, all these suggestion cant be wrong!!!
    All of us are saying same thing..

    No IM, No Scrap, No Wall Post, No Blog Post , No…
    Only phisical contact or Phone call and see the change..!

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